Nightmares

My own health has plummeted since my mother became sick, especially my mental health. The stress alone has caused me to have nightmare . Almost every night I have horrible images of my mom dying or getting worse in the VA.
The doctors at the VA don’t listen, and I truly believe they don’t care.

I never sleep straight through the night. I constantly check on my mom. I’m terrified one day I will check on her, and she won’t wake up.
I’m keeping thinking, is this the last holiday we have together? Is this the last birthday? I hate feeling like this. Im crying almost every night trying to think of away to help my mom

I keep writing these blog posts in hope that someone will tell me what to do to get my mom the help she really needs.

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